Sunday, December 14, 2008

Can I tell you about my God!!!

Ok this is going to be preachy, so just get ready.  I want to tell you how my God is working!!!!  So Dom and I broke up a month ago yesterday.  That was a horrible night.  The worst night of losing my best friend, companion and thought to be future spouse.  BUT, it was the best night too.  It was the night that the Lord moved.  He moved in ways that unexplainable.  From that night on, he gave me time to spend with great girl friends until they left for the mainland.  From that night on, he gave me so many opportunities to talk to wise co-workers who are Godly, and are speaking words of truth to me.  He has given me a wonderful friend Janna who has been my encouragment, my ear to cry to over the phone, my confidant, and just a voice of truth.  He has opened my relationship with my parents.  They have always been wonderful, but they are also speaking words of truth.  The Lord dropped a person in my lap Cassie, to buy my car and he allowed for the loan to be approved this weekend!!!!  He dropped a job at a children's hospital in my lap!!!!!!  I can't wait!!!!  There is just something about working in a children's hospital that I have missed.  He gave me a cheap ticket home, a moving bonus at my new job, a place to live with my wonderful friend Janna.  He has given me a sensitivity to knowing peace about situations, being sensitive to where he is leading.  He has given me a heart for the lost.  He has given me a heart that prays for a Godly husband, one that loves the Lord 100 times more than he loves me, one who is keen on the idea of adoption, one who wants to be in fellowship with other believers, one who's desire for our children to be close to our parents.  I was never close to my grandparents in Iowa and we only saw my Gdad in California every 2 years, so this is a desire of mine, for my children to be able to be close to their grandparents.  It has just been amazing to see the Lord work in what could have been a terrible low time.  I cry as i write this, because i just can't believe how much the Lord is working when I am obedient!!!!  I have not seen him make things this easy in over a year.  This entire year has been one obstacle after another here in Hawaii, but the minute I surrendered and became obedient, He moved in ways I can't explain.  I pray that you will praise our God in this with me!!!!  Pray too that everything packing wise falls into place.  I leave in  5 days and there is a ton to do.  God is faithful, though so I am trying not to be stressed!!!!  I love you guys!!!!  Praise our God for the things he is doing!!!!!!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

OK and TX here I come!!!!

I have the best news!!!!!!  No we are not back together, no I did not get a tan, and no I did not win the lottery.  But I am moving to the mainland!!!!!  Can I just tell you that God is so so so so good!!!  You all know that, as do I, but he makes himself so clear at just the right moment.  I have been wondering where I am going to live and work.  There were no openings at Children's, so moving to OKC is not an option.  So the Lord dropped a job in Houston in my lap.  I will be working at Tomball regional Hospital in the NICU.  It will be a huge change, as it is a really small NICU, but it will be so good to be with Janna.  I am really excited!!!!  I am going to sell my car to a friend at work (pray we work out the details).  So the Lord is dropping things into place.  I am just praising him for all the miracles he is doing.  Join me in doing the same!!!